Pissed off

I just wrote a very long blog, possibly 6 paragraphs and it all got deleted! I HATE blospot!

www.dedemed.com

I found this awesome website as I was surfing the net. It is so helpful and the instructions are written for someone who knows practically nothing about cooking--idiot-proof. I love the way Dede explains things. I made Fatteh today and it turned out AMAZING! Everyone enjoyed it. I'm gonna make spinach pie today and may something else....I'm thinking chesse sticks *yummy*

I'm a little sick today. Can't breathe, used my puffer twice already (I don't have asthma but my family doctor suggested prescribed it). I'm so tired :(

Still looking for a good camera so I can start taking pics/videos and uploading them here.

till next time

Horrible Internet connection

Unfortunately I haven't been able to blog a lot lately due to "network problems" that Rogers is experiencing! Very unacceptable but what do you do. Its supposed to be working tomorrow....I'm at work right now, it's 6:24am. I'm done in 30 minutes :) :) :) thought I would blog before I go home...

I got my shoes!!!!! They are so AHHH-DOR-ABLE! I love 'em. I still don't have an outfit to match but that I can work on later. I need to buy a digtial camera ASAP! My phone's camera is pretty crappy and it won't let me upload pics onto the computer. It's gay.
I swear we have like 3 digital cameras but alas, none of them work when I want them to work! So I've decided to buy my own digital camera and not share it with anyone else. I'm not exactly very tech savvy so I'm just gonna go for Canon, hopefully a lithium-powered one.

Yeah that's all I think. I'm tired.

till next time

Steve Madden Shoes

This really shouldn't be the title of this blog because I will be talking about other things as well...but I guess the steve madden flats are the highlight of it lol! OMG, I can't wait to get them but at the same I'm a little worried about the shipping. They said it would only take 5-7 days and its been 8 days already :( I know that it's legit because I ordered it off the Steve Madden website. I'm usually very traditional when it comes to buying shoes, either black or brown. probably because it's easy to match everything with these colours and also because my mother is not very adventerous and hates adventerous people *sight* I remember once asking her if I could buy a green pair of flats and she went ballistic on me. She thinks it's a total waste of money. But black is boring, especially when you have 4 black flats. Anyhow, so this time I decided to go blue!!!! Royal blue, Michael Kors blue! I love the colour. I don't have anything to match with it yet, but I guess I can wear it with pretty much any dark-colured top. I need a purse to go with it for sure, but I'm gonna hold that urge for now, I need to pay my tuition first.

On a different note, my mother isnt talking to me...and my dad is kind of tagging along with her. I think I'm slowly turning into this mad, miserable night owl :( It's true. This shift is slowly murdering my social life. All I do is sleep and wake up, go to work, come home sleep, wake up and go to work. I shouldn't have signed up for extra shifts, it's too much :(

I want to apologize to my mom. I want to tell her that I'm trying everything I could in order to be "normal" but it's just not working! I can't be normal if I have to stay up all night at work. I have got to sleep when I come home, and becuase it's VERY extremely difficult to fall asleep during the day when everyone is talking, little sisters playing, phone ringing every 5 mings, I end up spending the entire day trying to fall asleep.

Then there's the whole Manitoba thing. I have no idea why things are happening so fast or even how. My life has always been static for the most part, things don't move that fast....It usually takes my parents a VERY LONG time to come to a final decision. But this time things happened fast. I dont know how I should feel about it. I don't want to move anymore :( I spent my whole life traveling and I've had it now. I never got to form real friendships...always on the go. And now that things have finally settled and I've started to make friends etc., my parents want to move again. Thing is, I'm not a school girl anymore. I'm in univeristy and moving is not easy for a U student. I don't know if med school is possible and I don't want to do my masters there...I'm conrfused and I wish my mother would be there for me, instead of acting chidish as usual.

I understand that the whole family is stressed but this is very important for me and I obviously can't say that I want to stay here alone. It just won't happen. I'm confused.

Here is how the shoes should look like.

Till next time

Been a WHILE!

Soooooo it's been a while since the last time I blogged. A lot has happened since, but I've been very lazy and to be honest, I kind of compteley forgot about the whole blogging thing. It probably has a lot to do with the fact that the internet at my place is pretty crappy.

Anyhow, a qucik summary of what's making news: Moe is home...lots of fun. Dad and Moe are going to Manitoba...in 2 weeks. I dropped out of summer school. I'm staying in school for another year and not one semester as originally anticipated. We're all moving to Manitoba next year. I gained so much weight and finally I went camping for the first time in my life lol.

I will blog more about each and every event.

Till next time.

I'm falling.

I'm starting to slack off again. Not only that but I just don't feel like studying. I need a break. I need to do soemthing fun.

Start over

Start over.