Steve Madden Shoes

This really shouldn't be the title of this blog because I will be talking about other things as well...but I guess the steve madden flats are the highlight of it lol! OMG, I can't wait to get them but at the same I'm a little worried about the shipping. They said it would only take 5-7 days and its been 8 days already :( I know that it's legit because I ordered it off the Steve Madden website. I'm usually very traditional when it comes to buying shoes, either black or brown. probably because it's easy to match everything with these colours and also because my mother is not very adventerous and hates adventerous people *sight* I remember once asking her if I could buy a green pair of flats and she went ballistic on me. She thinks it's a total waste of money. But black is boring, especially when you have 4 black flats. Anyhow, so this time I decided to go blue!!!! Royal blue, Michael Kors blue! I love the colour. I don't have anything to match with it yet, but I guess I can wear it with pretty much any dark-colured top. I need a purse to go with it for sure, but I'm gonna hold that urge for now, I need to pay my tuition first.

On a different note, my mother isnt talking to me...and my dad is kind of tagging along with her. I think I'm slowly turning into this mad, miserable night owl :( It's true. This shift is slowly murdering my social life. All I do is sleep and wake up, go to work, come home sleep, wake up and go to work. I shouldn't have signed up for extra shifts, it's too much :(

I want to apologize to my mom. I want to tell her that I'm trying everything I could in order to be "normal" but it's just not working! I can't be normal if I have to stay up all night at work. I have got to sleep when I come home, and becuase it's VERY extremely difficult to fall asleep during the day when everyone is talking, little sisters playing, phone ringing every 5 mings, I end up spending the entire day trying to fall asleep.

Then there's the whole Manitoba thing. I have no idea why things are happening so fast or even how. My life has always been static for the most part, things don't move that fast....It usually takes my parents a VERY LONG time to come to a final decision. But this time things happened fast. I dont know how I should feel about it. I don't want to move anymore :( I spent my whole life traveling and I've had it now. I never got to form real friendships...always on the go. And now that things have finally settled and I've started to make friends etc., my parents want to move again. Thing is, I'm not a school girl anymore. I'm in univeristy and moving is not easy for a U student. I don't know if med school is possible and I don't want to do my masters there...I'm conrfused and I wish my mother would be there for me, instead of acting chidish as usual.

I understand that the whole family is stressed but this is very important for me and I obviously can't say that I want to stay here alone. It just won't happen. I'm confused.

Here is how the shoes should look like.

Till next time